Sunday, September 6, 2009

The Hiatus Ends!

It’s happened: the summer has passed and the fall is here. ‘Cause we all know that fall doesn’t start on September 21, or whatever, it starts when the kids go back to school. For this reason I was able to delay fall for a week; The Boys go back tomorrow, while the older kids started a week ago. Sadly, the weather runs on American school time. It was cold and windy most of last week. Then again, that’s England for you.

Since the hiatus was officially for the summer, I thought I’d come out of hiding. That’s the beauty of the blogosphere as opposed to real life: you can be absent and the dishes don’t stack up, the garbages don’t overflow, the food in the fridge doesn’t go bad, there’s no stack of mail under the mail slot. It’s a gorgeous thing. And I’ve enjoyed my laid-back summer.

So much so, in fact, that I’ve been dancing on the edge of making the final decision to quit blogging. I jumped into the blogosphere to escape my loneliness in Germany. It provided a creative outlet at a time when I lived in the middle of a farming village where no one spoke English, and I was half-an-hour from base. I was crazy with all the things I wanted to say rolling around in my head but no one but toddlers and field spiders to tell them to. I began throwing my thoughts into the eWorld and finding some peace. Now, when I feel verbally antsy I’m more likely to call my friend Javare’ than take to the laptop and create a post. I don’t need to blog like I once did.

But after much soul searching I’ve discovered that while I don’t need to blog, I want to. I love my internet friends and some of them have moved from simply commenters to Facebook friends and people I exchange the occasional email with. I have yet to actually meet someone I’ve only “met” online but I think I will someday. I always have room for more friends. And while I make friends and build relationships, I force myself to write. I used to write all the time, but once I hit my 30’s the brain juices dried up and my mind is literally blank when I attempt to come up with a topic for blogging. Hopefully, blogging will restore my mind to its pre-30’s state when words were my life and topics to write on were so plentiful I woke up at night with ideas. At the very least, I’d like to prevent myself from being totally brain-dead by 40. My goals are fairly small.

So that’s the goal and this is the commitment: I’ll blog for this school year at least. Beyond that, well, we’ll see. ‘Cause, really, with the ability to disappear without my picture ending up on the back of a milk carton, the possibilities are endless.

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  1. Your thoughts on some of the over-40s of us out here, dare I ask.

    What color would your hair be if you were on the back of a milk carton? Would they have to have multiple pictures, or maybe one in a paper doll format where we could change the hair and hairstyle?

    Glad you are back from hiatus and you are not 'throwing in the towel.' And you, sweet girl, know exactly what I mean.

  2. So glad you're back in blogland~I've missed you & Heather here! But if you do ever decide to stop blogging, we've always got Facebook, right?:)

  3. Yay! I'm happy to see you back!

  4. Kayren, I wasn't dissing you or anyone else over 40. I'm just saying that at the rate my brain cells seem to be dying, by 40 I could be brain-dead. Or have Alzheimers. Your mind seems to me to be sharp as a tack.

    My milk carton picture would have to show me with various colors of hair, I think. I like the paper doll idea, but that's a little too involved.

    I used your throwing in the towel line as my update one day on Facebook! LOL!

    Lora, yes, we'll always have Facebook. It's a bit like blogging, on a minute level and to mostly people you know.